VampireZombie

2009-11-06T19:48:00.005+08:00

hi all
i wanna say
friendship comes first
so if theres anything bad happened
please look for your gd friends first
den your boyfriend/girlfriend
den your family
unless you are married den i nothing to say
tdy is a bad day
dear cried 12 times
and i'm nt really happy too
sorry to break your promise
but i'm vry angry too
lols
because of your subjects
6 subjects gam lan
l1r5 so diff get high marks
now i'm suddenly dam moody ...
tdy went to dear's skol
walked around wif jeryl and harrison
so gd lor their skol
can smoke in skol
somemore jeryl go ask his teacher kenneth sim
whether can smoke and drink at batam lols
haiz ...
haiz ...
haiz ...
suddenly went moody
i really am tired ...
i wish
i wish
i wish lu will be happy
i and her ...
i seem to be her jinx ...
when i'm wif her
alot of bad things happened
i'm sorry lu
but
i always bring you trouble
i hate it
everytime i turn to look at you
you are always sad looking
when you are happy
i'm happy oso
but aft awhile
you gone sad agn
i dun wan myself to bring bad things to you
i wish you dun cut
i wish you dun cry
i wish you to be strong
i wish you ...
i dunno wat to wish for now
my head is empty and i dunno wat to do
i feel stranded
i cant help
i cant do anything
i dun hav much friends
even hav
i dun tok to them alot
i'm just pathetic
unlike you
you gt so many friends to care for you
for me?
no one
no one cares whether i'm dead or alive
they wish me dead better
i always bring trouble to myself
i hate myself
i really do
sometimes
i wish
to just stay at home forever
dun wanna go out
den i wont get any problem
...
days pass so slowly
everytime i look at the calendar
i always thought
tdy is lu happy?
is she sad?
did i brought any problems?
and ans is no yes yes
haiz ...
i dunno wat she likes
i dunno wat she wants
i'm just stupid
a bf shld noe this basic
but i'm ... no gd bf
even thou jun did say i'm a gd bf
but i'm nt
i always make zl worry for me
i always bully her
i hate myself for doing it
i hate myself for taking her advantage
i nvr teach her well
exams around the corner yet there i was
toking to her
making her cant concentrate
i hate myself
seeing her cry
i felt heart broken
see she cut
i feel like whacking my fist on the wall until it bleeds
i cant believe i'm saying this
but i'm crying now ...
sorry but i guess this shall be my last post ...
bye guys ...

2009-11-02T22:10:00.001+08:00

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2009-11-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

hi hi sorry for nt posting
didnt bother to post
sat and sun nothing do ...
nvr do anything much
only yesterday night went play
basketball
and min you aft dinner straight play
== of course vomit right?
lols
he did haha
i was wif ah boon goin to eat dinner
den he call and say wanna go basketball
den ah boon say anything
lols
play awhile
den ah boon nid go home le
i oso about time
ok lets tok bout tdy
YES i wore my new shirt :D
but ...
i no money le
haiz
pok liao
zzz
i went to meet dear at her block
den she keep calling me shuai ge ==
lols
will try to post pictures
den meet jeryl and jun at his block nearby
den jun went home wif zl to change
while i and jeryl go get contact lens
den
jeryl went prime
bought the contact lens (purple one)
den went his house try out
den he cnt wear
den i called yi xin
cause jeryl wan me wear wif him
and yi xin owe me contact lens ma
so yeah
haha
went back to the optician
and ask him teach jeryl how wear
den he wore it
and we went to j8 to eat
jeryl wanted to go toilet
den he went
den aft toilet
went to get dear's cap
ate pizza
den went to find yi xin
lols
yi xin smoke weird weird one lols
like some ah lian haha
anyway back to the day
went to meet zhi ling and jun at fourth floor
watch poker king
i treat cause jeryl treat pizza
and dam it
i lost alot of money tdy
haiz ...
nvms
i shall save
tmr gt band
and dear wed coming my house make cookie :D
yeah
hahaha
ok shall nt tok
and my class tee shirt is dam freaking small
i shall now take it off
bye~

2009-10-30T19:21:00.002+08:00

yohs all
i'm bored now ...
currently wearing smth tat doesnt mix well together
orange wif white sleeves fbt shirt and bright blue pants
looks weird
lols
showered and full
ok lets tok bout yesterday
yesterday went to skol
lessons as PER NORMAL
bored till sianz diao we all play duel masters haha
i thrash them all mwahahahah
i'm so pro
they suck :P no la is they dun noe how to play
only noe how to play a little
hoho
1:45 and skol end
ate smth den went up band
had full band den till dunno when gt foot drill
sianz i cant play while march
... must practice lols
haha
den tdy
same thing but better
whole morning played card
den aft recess cant play le
==
stupid mr teng last day still dun let us play
zzz
i'm so happy
but i feel weird
i'm promoted to integrity 1
but my rank for the whole cohort is only 57 ==
and my rank for my class is 24/38
lols
haha aft tat
i went band
4+ foot drill
learn how to march in display method
aft tat
helped chun yu and douglas carry their instrument
then chun yu treat me otah :D
bought bbt
den chun yu wan carry le
me huan sheng and chun yu ( douglas went to take 45 )
went to the bus stop outside 7-11 to take bus
reached there i saw rebecca
i ji siao her
she say fuck you dam loud
den the by passers all look at her
lols
den i told chun yu
lets noe more sec 1s
i went up to jing xuan and tok to her
cheryl aiya dun care her
i noe her le
cause she was a ex perc
lols
jing xuan dam look like grace
lols
i dunno why
haha
den chat wif her
she keep looking at the bicycles passing by
lols
i keep ji siaoing her
den she blush hahaha
dam cute la
but my heart gt one girl now
which is avonette KOK zhi ling :D
hahaha
so KOK zhi ling you fang xin
i wont find another girl unless you dun wan me lols
ok den 268 and 76 went by alot of times
cause dam crowded
nidda wait
den wait till one gt slot
we hop on
and took the bus home
den half way
it rained
wanted to lend umbrella to jing xuan
but she dun wan
lols
den nvm lor
reacehd home still raining
on comp
den go shower
and eat
den here to blog
tmr goin out
mayb watch movie
i dunno
but i noe i meeting dear dear lols :D
so happy can see her agn
gonna buy her a gift hoho
ok i now nid help my mum wif the fas and neu form
tata~

2009-10-28T19:40:00.002+08:00

hi all i'm here to post
since so many people is reading ...
i wonder ...
do i suck?
lols ok ok i stop thinking bout this
or else you noe who will kill me :D
you can scroll down the page to see
three picture
tat girl will kill me if i do think bout it
hmm continue wif wat i hav done wif my life yesterday and tdy
i'm currently having a headache
so i will type kinda slow
so please wait hahhaa
ok
here goes
yesterday
morning woke up
den went to skol
hav a sports enrichment course
called tcheok (choke) ball
lols
played awhile
den rain came
zzz
LOLS RAIN CAME :D
everyone go mad
go wild
lols
haha
den went classroom
slack
played duel masters lols
dunno why hahahaha
i won :D
so happy
hahahaha
den aft skol gt band
skol end at 12
went out to eat wif vigi
the rest of the section members all is
either dun wan , cannot or hav other ppl le
ate chicken rice my treat lols
den aft lunch
went to buy bbt
vigi treat me this time :D
went back skol
chat awhile wif emman and diyan and vigi
den emman say nid curve ruler
den diyan nid calculator
lols
diyan borrowed from chun yu i think
den emman ask me pei him go find bala
i mean mr bala :P
lols
den in the end dun nid hahahahaha
aft tat
went up band
had sectionals from 2.30~4
vry boring
den gt full band
CCA DISPLAY :D nice nice
i play snare drum
come ceom hear me play nxt year june :D
selling tick dunno wher de
but i will keep you update :D
aft band went home
den chat wif zl
slp den tdy morning
woke up at 6.15+am
went out of house
and head to the stairs to change clothes and shoes
took one big round to get to yck mrt station
just to get away from being caught i pon skol
lols
took 13 go find zl
zl was awake
but her mum was not out yet
so she cant go out
den i waited
spam msg to her
she is asleep ==
went to find jeryl
and slack awhile
den meet up wif zl
den took mrt go yishun meet up wif jun
wanted to eat mac
but in the end went to food court eat
cause jeryl say if wan bowl nid alot of energy
aft eating
went to gurdian buy plasters
aft tat went to wait for the occ (Orchid Country Club) shuttle bus
took the bus and went to the orchid bowling
i treat one lane
12 dollar
4 pairs of shoes and one hour unlimited bowling
den one hour done
the machine auto off
den i top up
another 12
played on
till 1pm+
jeryl nidda go
we thought it will auto shut
so we continue play
den till 3pm+
the machine auto shut
den a woman came up
saying we over played
den nid pay
just nice jeryl came
jeryl wanted to scold the shyt out of them (tats wat he said)
but den jun went up saying she wan pay
lols den jeryl was in a difficult position
and they quarrel
zzz
aft tat
jeryl said he writing a formal e mail to the manager
see whether can get back the money
and he oso say
next week he wan to go back the bowling alley agn
and this time he treat :D
aft all this tok
we went to valerie's house
went to game room play pool and slack
den went to kids room
den no air con
went to gym get air con awhile
den went out
to take bus home
bus to yishun and took mrt
i was dam tired la
==
den wanna slp lols
den zl keep asking me dun emo
i no strength i nt emoing
cause i dam thirsty too
sorry ah
aft reaching bishan
went to her house the bus stop
waited for 162
i shed a tear infront of her
lols
i was yawning
den a tear drop
den she shocked sia
keep asking
wat happened?
dun emo dun sad
lols
den bus came
i took the bus
and sms her alot of negative stuffs lols
sorry la dear
haha ...
den reached around house the block
go staircase change back shirt
den ran home
den reached blck downstair
my aunt called me
den go over
she ask wher i go
why am i nid slippers
den my grandma came
den she ask wher my sneakers
i say in bag
and i went up
den reached home
eat
eat
eat
haiz...
now i nidda shower
still dam thirsty
haha
tmr gt band
sianz
and fri getting results
lols
still gt band
ROAR
stupid la
everyday gt band
i vry sianz sia
==
anyway
i gtg now so bye~ will blog someday mayb tmr :D

2009-10-26T19:34:00.002+08:00

yohs all
i'm feeling tired ...
headache ...
haiz ...
restless listless
...
dun feel like blogging haiz
nothing to blog lately
i might post some picture tmr night
nid someone to remind me
lols
erm ...
tdy morning woke up late
cause yesterday slept late
den my mum found out
dun wan call me ==
hmm
den took 268 i think i nvr see properly
saw lx and lq
lx gesture to me lols
finally she nt angry wif me le :D
hmm
erm ...
on the bus
i whole time hold my phone replying zl
LOLS
aft tat
reached skol
den settle down
abt 8am++
went to take bus to
yishun orchid club
same thing
whole trip smsing zl
lols
reached there
straight briefing for bowling
oya ps i forgot say i tdy go bowling lols
erm ...
aft briefing
we go practical
den gt 4 things to do
finishing pose
2 step
3 step
and 4 step bowling pose
den start game :D
i so dam happy sia
i gt the highest among the whole sec two :D
120 is my score :D
boo yeah
3 strikes most spared
gt 2 strikes together
hahahaha
hmm around 11.45
the games ended
lols
was gonna start a new match
haha
bussed back to skol
den went home slack
till 1.45++
shun bian go find wher gt bowling alley
wed mayb goin yishun play
i will go there
but den hor ..
i dunno who goin lols
hmm
aft 1.45
went to find zl jeryl and jun
went to grassroot club
and they say slipper nt allowed ==
aft tat went to market eat
den i and zl go grassroot club check the price for the bowling
den jeryl and jun go jeryl's house to change
and get shoe
i and zl go find the bowling alley
and it was closed down ==
god dam it
tat was the nearest to my house lor
haiz
den went to mrt station and train to bishan
half way walking to jeryl's house
bought zl an icecream
meet jeryl and jun at his block there
den played badminton
till i dam tired ==
sian diao
den bussed home aft tat

sorry zl ...
i cant take it ...
i and you are getting further and further
i wan to be closer to you
but everytime we are together
it feels like we are vry far apart
haiz ...

Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
Just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go (x6)

Picture, you're the queen of everything
Far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will, be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time time time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go (x6)

We're pulling apart
And coming together again and again
We're growing apart
But we pull it together
Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go (x6)

2009-10-25T19:54:00.002+08:00

yo all i'm back
and toking to zl on phone haha
hmm tdy
morning woke up at 10am
den vry bored
ate breakfast
den played comp
played till around 12+ goin 1pm
go out
meet zl at outside this fashion
around there lols
erm ...
aft tat
went to buy tick
watched surrogates at 2.10pm
aft movie gone
to the bus stop wait for bus
den i ask her 86+76=?
den she say dunno
den i ask her 1+1=? she say elphelia
den i say 2+2= tu tu train la
den she laugh
den i say 3+3= one big tree
den she say two big tree
den i heard until
toothpick tree
haha
den 4+4=hell
7+7=heaven lols
bus came
and ride to bishan park
bishan park walk walk
lols
was kinda bored
zl went high
lols
she is DAM high ok?
hyper till you cant even imagine
lols
will post some of her photo
went to a block downstair
i lb zl on the arm lols
haha
hmm
aft tat
gonna reach home
zl tell me she goin vivo
i wan pei her
she dun let ==
roar her
hmm
anyway
...
reach home shower
den on comp
lols

check this out man i love it

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The mouse also dropped the following loot:
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7:42pm
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7:40pm
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and caught the hydra mouse
i rock man
ok bye~

2009-10-24T20:46:00.002+08:00

yohs all
i almost say " yohs plurkers "
hahahaha
hmm
tdy morning went out wif mum
go boon lay
the shopping mall
dunno wat name
jurong something de
lols
went there eat swensens
my mum saw alot of her friends
ate chicken baked rice
and a banana split :D
when i thought of banana split i rmb the time
i was wif zl at vivo eating banana split
at ben's and jerry
hmm ...
boredom comes liao..
i think i'm having love sick
missing zl too much
haiz
hmm
ok back to tdy
aft eating
walked around the mall
den feel vry sian
went take mrt to vivo
lols
train to outram park
den change train go habourfront
haha
den vivo agn hahahaha
went to buy two shirt
will take pictures in the future
and show you
vry nice i love the black one alot
gt hoody :D
just love it
hahahahaha
hmm back to the story
erm ... aft tat wanted to find i.p zone de
but was still building ==
stupid computer bluff me
roar
den went daiso
called zl and chat awhile
den meet mum
and train to serangoon
den bishan
and yio chu kang
den go the 628 market
eat dinner
den go home
goin reach home
min you jio me go basketball
den i ask my mum
she kept sayin cnt
but in the end can lor
hahaha
went home eat medicine
den change
den fill one bottle
and went to the half court at 637 there
played awhile
i won min you :D
tyco won lor
7 : 2 hahahahaha
den min you nidda go home and make a call
den i waited for ppl
and min you came
we both wait 5 mins
2 ppl wif ball came
one is my pri skol mate :D
wei liang and the other i dunno
we played 2v2
den i called ah boon come down
he join min you and wei liang's team
cause we trash them like hell hahaha
den a blue colour shirt china guy came
we played 3v3
min you wei liang and the blue shirt guy
me ah boon and the yellow shirt guy
we played and thrash the other team agn :D
hahaha
den aft awhile
a bunch of china guys came
we played 4v4 wif them
they all play dam rough lor
lols
i and ah boon just try to snatch the ball
and give the other two guys to choing
cause we feel vry small hahaha
the blue shirt guy say
they come nt to play basketball
but to fight
den i was like er ...
anyway
i wanna ask
if my team out
the other team took the ball
he checks wif my teammate
den he haven go in the line
is tat called foul?
yes right?
i say this
and the guy shouted back
" you noe how to play basketball de ma?" in chinese
i cant retaliate ma all so big ...
so just play on lor
i block the black shirt guy
lols
he rarely touched the ball
haha
so yeah
we lost
all went home
haha
dun wan play wif rough ppl
now i hav showered
and is currently blogging
mayb gonna chat wif my lonely mei
cause my dear haven come back
so yeah
so bye~

2009-10-23T19:34:00.002+08:00

evenings all
tdy morning woke up
sick ...
went see doc
gave me 5 medicine ==
1 syrup 4 pills
haiz ...
plus one mc
haiz ...
hmm aftnoon was bored
playd gunz awhile
vin nub
only noe how owe ppl wif gun
cnt own ppl wif sword
hahahahahahaha
hmm ...
bored ...
now ...
den around 1+ server maintenance
went to slp awhile while perspiring
haiz ...
den around 4 ah boon called me
jio me go pan cake
lols
bought le
den eat
den go buy milk
drank le go slack
slack till 6+
den nid go home
go home on comp
shower and eat
now blogging
DEAR IS BACK I'M SO HAPPY
I'M GONNA SING INSONMIA, I CAN WAIT FOREVER AND MANY OTHER SONGS TO YOU :D
ok now i'm gonna sing to her so bye~

2009-10-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

yo tdy went little india
was fun
wanted to do the hand thing
but no time haiz
walk around
coughin coughing sneeezing
zzz
cant take it
goin see doc soon
mayb tmr cant go band haiz
my throat now freaking dry ...
drank alot of water
cant drink le ...
alot of mucus sia
take one tissue
den wipe
10 sec ltr
nid one more
...
waste tissue
i now just dun care le la
haiz
aft little india went to band
played four new piece
dunno the names
i mean dunno how spell
so complicated ==
lols
haiz
tats all i hav for you
tmr lu coming out from camp :D
so happy
gonna tok to her
and help her plurk now
so bye~

2009-10-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

Picture Time

This is so cute i love it ROAR

Ah Skeleton... oooo fascinating :P

CHIO BU :D

2009-10-21T19:48:00.003+08:00

hi all tdy i'm fcuking pissed
firstly morning go skol
my mum didnt wake me up
KNN
woke up at 6.35am
rush till 6.41 go out house
took 76 instead of 269 den 261
dam pissed
den go skol
forget bring book and tie
stand lor
lucky lee qing lend me her book
but in the end
dun even nid to use the book lor
wtf ==
den at 7.45 went down find mr teng
den take the 40+ seats bus but only 7ppl on board
including the bus driver
was a vip bus :D
reached republic poly
and had to walk around the campus to find the dam bloody lecture room
found it
but found the wrong one
it was at another lecture room
walk to the other lecture room
had some small bits
so called "breakfast"
den went in for the lecture
abt 10.30
had our lunch
yum yum
teriyaki chicken rice :D
yum
den aft tat
mr teng wan treat us drinks
we all dun wan
cause freaking full
in the end
we bought a packet of fruits
and two agar agar
the packet of fruits consist of
dragon fruit, green and red apple, papaya and watermelon
the agar agars are in red and orange
i ate the red
and chee kang ate a little of the orange
and threw away ==
waste food lols
went back to the lecture room
to plan our route
planned one or two wrongly
freaking tired and freaking pissed
sabotages all around
haiz
dun wan to tok bout tat
den bussed home
dam tired
went home shower den eat
now using comp
now my mum is like scolding me
because i'm close to zl ==
wtf la
no wonder all my friends all go away from her
all scared of her aft meeting her thrice
all my gd friends all avoided me
just because she dun like i bring them home
so frequently haiz ...
life's tough
lu is in camp
so gonna miss her
haiz
no choice lor
three day some more zzz
wan die liao
so long
no choice la
count down lor
tmr goin little india
and i nidda spam zl now
on plurk
because she asked me too
so yeah bye~

2009-10-20T19:00:00.002+08:00

hi all
i'm sorry zl ...
sorry for making you pc
sorry for everything i hav done
sorry i made your life so difficult
i feel so useless
i shldnt done it ...
i hate myself ...
i darn hate myself
i cant take it ...
i feel like banging my head real hard on the wall
mayb till it bleed den i might be awake
i wan to be awake
i dun wan to do those drunk things agn
i'm so sorry zl ...
dear will you forgive me?
i guess nt ...
cause i hav done alot of bad things to you le
i am sorry ...
i dunno wat to do to mend the things back
tdy is the last day we will tok, sms, call, msn and meet
until next mon ...
i'm so sorry ...
i wish your brother didnt see it
i wish your brother dun tell your parents
i wish we are nt being exposed
i wish ... for your forgiveness
i sorry ...
i am really very sorry ...
i wish to die now
mayb we are not suppose to be together
i'm thinking whether i hav done wrong
asking you for stead
this one month and 10 days
i feel so happy
but recently
i made you sad
made you angry
made you pek chek
i dun all this
i just wan you happy
i hate myself ...
sorry dear i love you ...

today gt back test paper
english passed
maths passed
sci passed
lit passed
chinese dunno
history dunno
geo dunno
dnt dunno
art passed
aft skol didnt went band
was sick
meet zl at j8
had lunch and train and bussed to my house
played awhile
she do her work
i rest
den as time flies
i sent her home
i love bite her somehow ...
now her bro saw le
i dunno how now
i vry dang xin ta ...
i hate myself la ...
ROAR shldnt hav done it
ass ..
just ate my dinner and medicine
tmr goin the republic poly
to play a game called pandorum
til 6pm i think depends on how fast it goes
then Thursday goin out to little india
dun feel like goin
fri no skol cause promotion day
sat and sun boredom at home
mon will see hear feel taste smell zl :D
cause she from tmr to sun is goin her camp
haiz my biggest wish now is zl to pass her exams
sorry zl
wo dui bu qi ni
wo cai wo bu ying gai gen ni zai yi qi
wo dai gei ni ma fan he fan nao
wo yi jing hen nu li qu gai le
wo hui dui bu qi ni ...
sorry zl ...
haiz ... goin emo soon ...
looks like tmr field trip will be canceled for me
someone is gonna sub me le
haiz ...

2009-10-19T12:05:00.003+08:00

Yoh all i hav a bad day tdy
just came back from downstairs
the clinic is packed ==
nid wait til 2.20 den can see
somemore is male one
my grandma say female one better
so nvr see
just buy the cough syrup can le
i'm sick
==
blocked and runny nose
coughing like hell
throat sored
tears uncontrollable drop
and i'm cold ...
i think zl ltr cant come le
dun wan spread to her
ooo i suddenly rmb
tat yesterday the pastor
say his son at other country fell sick
den the doc ask him to let his son
like this
dun nid medication
just let his immunity system get use to it
haiz ...
ltr i wonder zl still coming ma ...
haiz i goin bishan to collect my phone ...
i dunno ok le ma
but it say "Job service is ready"
i dunno is doin or done le
nid to ask
now i gonna eat porridge
den drink the syrup
abt yesterday
10+ meet yi khai
11am meet min jie and irina
11+ meet melvin
den we all go for the amazing race
ran around
sick still run around ...
haiz
finish the race
nid to take mrt back to church
den melvin and yi khai was left behind
so we lost the race
didnt get the 2day 1 night chalet
nor the movie tick
nor the seoul garden voucher
nor the mac voucher
lols
had service and knew new friends
went home late and was scolded haiz
lols now i go eat le bye~

2009-10-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

tdy nite ...
i totally felt sick
just because someone say one sentence
and the sentence is
" pity me "
and somemore is a person so close to me
and she said it on plurk ...
i got thought of this
am i in the standard to be wif zl
she is too gd for me
everything oso give way
i hate myself for taking everything for advantage
i hate it ...
everytime i emo ... i will fall sick
and this time i fall sick till i no voice
haiz ... trying to cheer up ..
comedy things can help me le ....
i think i go to slp le bahs
just wish i get well tmr
haiz ... i really kept thinking this ..
"shld i be wif zl"
i feel like a jerk
she treat me so well ...
yet i neglected her
why am i so cb ...
i hate it
i just wish
either when i cross the road get car bang
or i go out just die somehow
i wan to mend it
but everytime i try
i will go negative ...
i hate it
i guess i shld nt hav met zl
i wonder if i nvr met her
wat am i doin now ...
mayb my tuition friends were right
i hav no RIGHTS to be wif her ...

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Last night I just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up ever little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home

Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
And now my brain is bursting out of my head
I can't think I can't breathe
Once again

I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up every little thing I ever try to do
I'm born to lose
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

God Must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God Must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell and
I wanna go home

So what in the world am I supposed to do?
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do?

God Must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God Must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell and
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
You can't save me
God Must hate me now

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again

You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

2009-10-17T16:50:00.002+08:00

tdy i suddenly emo ==
lols mayb because someone say i shld nt get too close to her
and my mother finding out i kissed a girl haiz
erm ok dun think bout bad things
woke up at 7+ because of my mum saying wat
sony ericsson store tdy nt open cause of deepavali
which is ONE MONTH LTR ==
deepavali is like at 15 of nov la ==
den at around 11am
i went to anderson jc the bus stop wait for 162m
lols i go check the time 11mins
so i zao fast
and cross the bridge
reach the bus stop
162m came haha :D
den went to find zl in a emo state
haiz
den she keep asking
"ni ok ma?"
LOLS
reach the bishan sony outlet
check and sent for repair
i felt better haha
dunno why
den went to long johns to eat
i tell you
the long johns there at bishan
is uber so little things la
one fish one chicken and abt 10~15fries???
so little for 5.90 wtf lor
haiz
aft tat went to popular to buy zl's bro his markers
den went ntuc and buy THE HULK :D or you can say The THING :D
aft tat went to zl house to help her fix her comp
haha her brother kept eyein me ==
just because he saw the msg and the plurk :P
hmm helped her get microsoft things and help her printer to work
just tat i cant help her wif the speaker haiz ==
and den aft tat
when i'm bout to go
her mum gave me 20
LOLS i returned back
see i so guai :D
hmm asked zl to follow me go 7-11 eat noodles :P
told her mum tat zl bringing me to prime buy drink
den pei me go j8 collect phone
haha
hmm aft tat reach home and here to post
tmr goin the amazing race
but nobody is smsing me
i nid your number ROAR
i lost it == T.T
haiz
mayb mon i go collect :D
ok nt much to say i'm gonna go play games :D
bye~

2009-10-16T19:48:00.003+08:00

yo all :D
tdy is a ok day
celebrate one month which is 6 days ago ==
lols erm went bishan ate lunch
den go vivo
watch imagine that
was funny
"i wan my goo ga"
hahahahaha
den aft tat
my phone hanged
i off it
re on cant on
tmr goin to sent it for repair
den if you sms / call me
please put name :P psps
erm i'm bored ...
phone so sianz
cant on
dunno repair how long
haiz ...
GG i forget to save the contacts in my sim
if tmr go repair
the contacts will be gone AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
sianz diao ROAR
asss haiz ...
anyway back to the story
went bishan
go sony erricson check
den go zl house there
slack awhile eat noodle
den go take bus home
lols
i'm her new bank :D
just help her save 10 bucks
haha tats it now
tmr goin zl house fix her comp
and sunday goin for the amazing race
just wish tat my phone sun morning done
mon zl coming my house make cookie :D
so yeah haha ok tats all bye~

2009-10-15T19:38:00.002+08:00

tdy dnt test piece of cake lols
but hor i vry sianz
tdy zl came my house
i get over excited and i wont elaborate lols
aft tat send her home
den bought newspaper
aft tat my mum and grandma suspect me and her
together so yeah gg ==
hmm tmr meeting her right aft
i brought my grandma to see doc
i wonder wat time shld meet her lols
i say 11am but dunno she can earlier
lols hmm gratz her for cracking her puk and
getting free incoming :D
tats all tata ~

2009-10-14T15:37:00.003+08:00

HI ALL :D i'm here to post smth
hehe erm
lastest news
tmr buying prepaid card for zl
tmr dnt paper fail nvm
fri goin out buy zl crumpler bag :D
tdy she gone crazy haha
elaine is currently smsing my kor
haha
erm ... dunno wat to post sia
tdy zl ah take alot of picture of me ==
lols
she happy lor
haha :D
tdy i feel like i gt two stomach
ate chicken rice
aft a while
go eat noodles
den aft awhile eat 3 mouth of zl noodles
den drink her soup haha
reach home still hungry and thristy
mayb because tdy morning nvr eat
somemore stomachache haiz
tdy art test ok but i destoryed my art
dam it
wish can pass can le
i tried to draw this

but in the end it looks nice la
den i go colour the wing and the background
nt bad
until i colour the body
gg die liao smudge and destroyed
haiz
nvms i go play gunz le bye bye :D

2009-10-13T13:27:00.001+08:00

tdd had lit paper
think can pass
tmr art
ltr find photos
lols
aft skol
gt a tok from mr chua
will nt elaborate cause of confidential
aft tat when home
play gunz till now
now toknig to bth zl and elaine on msn
elaine is crazy
zl is an ah ma
==
why tdy everyone so sot one lols
ltr i dunno wat will happen
ooo my ah gong is back
ok bye~

2009-10-12T15:23:00.002+08:00

YO ALL i'm here to update
tdy hav maths paper 2 WAS EASY LA
easier den paper 1
lols both paper were easy i think can saw 30+
hehe
aft school i go melvin house
watch this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJ9RCPbbdp0
this is totally funny
i cant stop laughing haha
lols
aft den melvin ask me play gunz
i kinda liked it
downloading it now
haha
tdy zl feel so low
i can feel it too
if zl sees this
please be HAPPY :D
i wan to hear you laughs haha
meet you on wed
:D
i love kzl
cljh signing off~

2009-10-11T19:44:00.002+08:00

Two Big Gd news
1st is a new Printer :D canon one
yeah gt scanner and photo printer :D
i just love it only its too big ==
my table is being splitted
like gt war
left is computer screen
right is printer
lols computer vs printer
second thing is
MY AUNT HAS A NEW BABY :D
i gonna hav another cousin
lets see now
how many do i hav now
erm
chloe , ethan , lucas , shannon , shawn , leroy
ooo i gt 6 only and the new born next year around june or july
will be born will be 7 cousins :D
more more more i wan hav 10 cousin MWAHAHAHA
and oya i'm gonna get a dvd rom
holy this month and last month is the best
last month get free electrical piano
and because my grandma won lottery,
she gave me 50 to spend
till now haven use :D
and 100 to my mum to buy watever i wan :D
how gd is tat haha
this month is alot of free thing
i just love it :D
english ca rank 2
geography ca rank 5 woots :D
this year is the BEST
+ tdy is me and zl 1st month
i wish she pass her english
and her whole exam wif flying colours
wish she can go to next year sec three express
ok tats all i hav for you for tdy
tmr is my maths paper 2 exam
wish me luck

2009-10-11T17:51:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st month K zhiling :D
love you always
date:11/10/09
wat a nice date :D
i am starvin
haven shower goin shower now :P
i'm here to post this short post :D
saying HI ALL
i really wish i can do the
conversion of water into food
so tat i wont die of hunger because of my lazyness
haha ok tats all i nidded shower mums scolding ==

2009-10-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

Hi all finally in the mood of blogging agn :D
guess you all are happy right?
lols i'l try to blog everyday
do give me your blog link so i can relink you
thanks all