hi all
i'm sorry zl ...
sorry for making you pc
sorry for everything i hav done
sorry i made your life so difficult
i feel so useless
i shldnt done it ...
i hate myself ...
i darn hate myself
i cant take it ...
i feel like banging my head real hard on the wall
mayb till it bleed den i might be awake
i wan to be awake
i dun wan to do those drunk things agn
i'm so sorry zl ...
dear will you forgive me?
i guess nt ...
cause i hav done alot of bad things to you le
i am sorry ...
i dunno wat to do to mend the things back
tdy is the last day we will tok, sms, call, msn and meet
until next mon ...
i'm so sorry ...
i wish your brother didnt see it
i wish your brother dun tell your parents
i wish we are nt being exposed
i wish ... for your forgiveness
i sorry ...
i am really very sorry ...
i wish to die now
mayb we are not suppose to be together
i'm thinking whether i hav done wrong
asking you for stead
this one month and 10 days
i feel so happy
but recently
i made you sad
made you angry
made you pek chek
i dun all this
i just wan you happy
i hate myself ...
sorry dear i love you ...
today gt back test paper
english passed
maths passed
sci passed
lit passed
chinese dunno
history dunno
geo dunno
dnt dunno
art passed
aft skol didnt went band
was sick
meet zl at j8
had lunch and train and bussed to my house
played awhile
she do her work
i rest
den as time flies
i sent her home
i love bite her somehow ...
now her bro saw le
i dunno how now
i vry dang xin ta ...
i hate myself la ...
ROAR shldnt hav done it
ass ..
just ate my dinner and medicine
tmr goin the republic poly
to play a game called pandorum
til 6pm i think depends on how fast it goes
then Thursday goin out to little india
dun feel like goin
fri no skol cause promotion day
sat and sun boredom at home
mon will see hear feel taste smell zl :D
cause she from tmr to sun is goin her camp
haiz my biggest wish now is zl to pass her exams
sorry zl
wo dui bu qi ni
wo cai wo bu ying gai gen ni zai yi qi
wo dai gei ni ma fan he fan nao
wo yi jing hen nu li qu gai le
wo hui dui bu qi ni ...
sorry zl ...
haiz ... goin emo soon ...
looks like tmr field trip will be canceled for me
someone is gonna sub me le
haiz ...