hi all
i wanna say
friendship comes first
so if theres anything bad happened
please look for your gd friends first
den your boyfriend/girlfriend
den your family
unless you are married den i nothing to say
tdy is a bad day
dear cried 12 times
and i'm nt really happy too
sorry to break your promise
but i'm vry angry too
lols
because of your subjects
6 subjects gam lan
l1r5 so diff get high marks
now i'm suddenly dam moody ...
tdy went to dear's skol
walked around wif jeryl and harrison
so gd lor their skol
can smoke in skol
somemore jeryl go ask his teacher kenneth sim
whether can smoke and drink at batam lols
haiz ...
haiz ...
haiz ...
suddenly went moody
i really am tired ...
i wish
i wish
i wish lu will be happy
i and her ...
i seem to be her jinx ...
when i'm wif her
alot of bad things happened
i'm sorry lu
but
i always bring you trouble
i hate it
everytime i turn to look at you
you are always sad looking
when you are happy
i'm happy oso
but aft awhile
you gone sad agn
i dun wan myself to bring bad things to you
i wish you dun cut
i wish you dun cry
i wish you to be strong
i wish you ...
i dunno wat to wish for now
my head is empty and i dunno wat to do
i feel stranded
i cant help
i cant do anything
i dun hav much friends
even hav
i dun tok to them alot
i'm just pathetic
unlike you
you gt so many friends to care for you
for me?
no one
no one cares whether i'm dead or alive
they wish me dead better
i always bring trouble to myself
i hate myself
i really do
sometimes
i wish
to just stay at home forever
dun wanna go out
den i wont get any problem
...
days pass so slowly
everytime i look at the calendar
i always thought
tdy is lu happy?
is she sad?
did i brought any problems?
and ans is no yes yes
haiz ...
i dunno wat she likes
i dunno wat she wants
i'm just stupid
a bf shld noe this basic
but i'm ... no gd bf
even thou jun did say i'm a gd bf
but i'm nt
i always make zl worry for me
i always bully her
i hate myself for doing it
i hate myself for taking her advantage
i nvr teach her well
exams around the corner yet there i was
toking to her
making her cant concentrate
i hate myself
seeing her cry
i felt heart broken
see she cut
i feel like whacking my fist on the wall until it bleeds
i cant believe i'm saying this
but i'm crying now ...
sorry but i guess this shall be my last post ...
bye guys ...